After Days and Days of Waiting...

The day has finally arrived! I don't have much time to write a lot, which really makes me sad :( lOL. But I woke up like an hour ago. and ate some breakfast, and now its just time for me to get ready. My dad is in the bathroom shaving now and stuff, so hopefully he wont take such a long time because my mom still needs to shower and I still need to wash my face and brush my teeth! Oh and don't forget about putting on my makeup, getting dressed! lOL it's just a little past six though, so I think I'll be alright (: But that is it for now!! Last blog for 3 weeks!!! It's such a bittersweet moment haha, but I'll miss it for sure (: Maybe i'll have time for more, maybe not!! I doubt it though :P But have a beyond beyond amazing 3 weeks, have fun, be safe, and remember, THIS is your last second chance of this year, until next summer! :') love you xx

HELLO AGAIN!

lOL, well I have time to update tonight (: I mean there isn't much to say except... bye!? I think I'll update again tomorrow, but for now, everything is packed, and ready and..yeah!! Im majorly exited to spend my last few weeks of summer vaca there! it'll be great! :) I will miss home though, definitely (: More tomorrow morning! x3

OHMAHGAWSH!

I just remembered that I didn't blog this morning when i woke up! How sad D: lol But I woke up around nine and an hour later we were headed to the store, besides, I had to eat ;p haha But yeah we went to the store again, khols and the mall, i bought a few things, again! urgh my suitcase better be at least like only 30 lbs so that i can buy 20 lbs worth of stuff over there! haha I am exited to go but there is just too much more stuff to do for me to be super exited haha. Umm...lets see, well I just got home like ten minutes ago and I think I have a few hours to rest and pack the rest of my last minute stuff, and then we're going to this one store to get a few more things for my grandma haha and then we're off to my aunts again, and then we'll be coming back home, going to bed and sleeping until tomorrow morning then waking up and leaving (: I'm not sure if I will blog again, maybe I will later tonight, but incase I don't than it's good bye for 2 and a half I'm not completely sure if I will update regularly when I get back because I'll have so much to do, but I'll try !Because I really like it (: So for now, that's it and I will definitely try to update one more time tonight, but byee for now! xx

the terrific two days!

loll im a nerd i know! But it's Saturday and there are only two more days left until we leave! I'm like all chill right now, I have no idea how i'll be on Monday when it's actually time to leave and stuff, but I guess we'll just have to see! haha. Umm today today...a lot of last minute preparations going on today including last minute shopping and cleaning, along with packing. My mom and I finally got our nails done yesterday, and omg was it an adventure its a long story and i really don't want to gt into it. My nails arent that long which is good, but either way I'm not used to them. haha My moms haircut and color turned out beyond amazing though (: I really like it. Ummm...I got like no sleep again last night because of the stupid thunderstorm. It's not in the forecast for today though, thank goodness. Again, i kept waking up every few hours. Then I woke up around 8:3 finally because I heard my mom talking on the phone with someone and I though it much be my aunt from Germany, and it was. So I woke up to listen to what she had to say and stuff. But I'm superr tired. But I'm going to go wash my face and etc...maybe read a little and then look for something that I can do. I don't think that today is going to go by so slow since it's already 10 minutes to 10 so yay (: hmm..so yeah (: That's it for now, more later tonight, or two posts tomorrow, we'll see (: Have a super saturday lol (: xx

3 more days!!

Whooo today is going by fast (: Let's see, I woke up around 10:30 ! and started dying my hair around 10:40 :) actually no, I was done by 10:40 lol showerd around 11. ate, and yeah (: Today is going by very fast, which is a very good thing! It's already 1 o'clock! I just have to wait for my dad to come home from the bank and from wal mart and then my mom and i are going to get our nails and hair done (: well, she's getting her hair done, im just getting my nails done (: I can't wait! Then tomorrow is packing day, and Sunday is....idk last minute stuff day (: The day that I will not be able to sleep :/ lol Oh well though! I'm just exited that the last few days are finally here!! haha But I don't know theres not much to write cause all I'm doing today is getting my nails done, and my parent are probably going to do some last minute shoping later tonight, and that's it (: So I will definitly write more tomorrow!! Have a Fantastic Friday!! xx

blogging before I eat again (:

LOL Not that that's a good thing, but my mom is asleep and IDK what to eat at the moment, so I'm trying to waste time, but I'm really hungry so this will probably end up being really short, as it has been for the past like 12 days! actually less than 12 isn't it :P for the past about week or so. haha Anywho IT'S THURSDAY!! Daddies last working night, mom's was yesterday, woohoo!! I'm soo hoping that we don't have to go to the store today! My aunt and grandma and cousins are going to visit later tonight ;) I must must clean up today! Because tomorrow, is Friday, and Friday is getting pampered day! lol And then Saturday is packing day (: and yeah! But umm, yeah so I'm going to clean up my room tonight and then I'll just end up helping my mom with whatever she needs help with later (: Oh my gosh! Yesterday my mom and I went to the mall, yet again, this time we needed to find something for my aunt and my two cousins, and something for my grandma, and we finished my cousin fast, (a girl, same age as me, etc..) lol and I found the cutest most adorable dress and tanktop! they don't go together of course, but they are amazing!! I cannot wait to wear them! And I'm prayingg that this year I'll have plans for homecoming so that I can wear it again! baha. But umm.. let's see what else is there?! Pretty much nothing, I'm about to go wash my face and brush my teeth, then find something to eat and then read a bit, and start cleaning. My mom went to bed with my dad, which means she didn't get enough sleep last night, and she'll get plenty today and um yeah. But if she makes her precious little nails tomorrow and decides she'll clean tomorrow, she is crazy. God I will laugh if her nails break. I'm going to wake her up around noon though if she doesn't wake up soon. Besides it's already ten minutes to eleven! Ahh I'm so happy there are 4 more days left! But still, it seems as if there are wayy more! But that's okay because as soon as friday comes, ahh life will be great :D baha. I think I'm just mostly exited for friday! But omg I can feel my insides wasteing away because of how hungry I am, so I'm going to go now! More tomorrow :) Have a terrific Thursday!! xx

I know that something's wrong, but baby we're invincible

I LOVE THAT SONG. x3 Its one of mine and my ex boyfriends songs :P lol ONE OF THEM, I'm not torturing myself listening to it, I swear haha We had so many songs, that If I decided to not listen to any of them, I wouldn't be able to listen to music like at all, ,and that wouldn't be good! :0 haha So anyway!

OMFGG!! Only five more days left! I'm going to go out to tan as soon as I finish this, it's like my last chance, not counting Sunday if it really is going to be nice and sunny and I'll have time :P LOL I have to start cleaning up my room a little bit today! :) Or actually, a lot bit because I only have today and tomorrow to clean (: We started packing yesterday!! Not a lot, just some of the like toiletries and stuff :) WHOO!! I spelled that right at first try lol Hmm..what else do I have to say?! Oh I'm done with the laundry! Neither of my parents worked yesterday, and today and tomorrow are their last days of working ;D I can't wait for friday though! Getting so pampered! manicures, pedicures, getting our hair done (: aahh perrfecttooo x3 hmm...i think that that's pretty much it for now! Well, here is my exact plan for today after I finish writing this, tan, come back inside, clean, read, and by the time that that happens, it should be about time that dad left for work? After that my mom and I have to go to the store! I have to beg her for us to just get everything we need, so we can finish it by today! Cause I don't want to be running to the store the last four days before we leave -.- I mean honestly! So yeah, that's pretty much it, and I will write more tomorrow! Have a great Wednesday!! xx

Hungry Miss Vanesa

Looks like i'll be blogging every day this week (: haha Its Tuesday which means it's pretty Little Liars Day! I heard that there are only 3 more episodes left! Dude I so hope this isn't true, there wont be even like 12 episodes of the entire first season! ANd plus I would miss the last two of this season cause ill be on vaca! :( I haven't gone shopping yesterday :) And I don't think I'm going today either! Yayy! I am so sick of shopping, like you guys don't even know! We've been shopping literally every day for the past 20 some days! I woke up around ten, I fell asleep last night right away, and got a full nights sleep, Im so happy you don't even know! Hhaa I have a load of laundry I have to do today, then tomorrow is day one of cleaning up (: Neither of my parents work today, but both of their last days at work is tomorrow and thursday :) woot woot! Except that it's really cloudy and ick here, but supposedly tomorrow it's supposed to be sunny, so if it is I have to go out and tan a little bit more :) Cannot wait! XD I'm just waiting for lunch to get finished now, surprisingly I am so not bored today Lol I've been on the computer ever since I woke up and it's already almost noon, which is good, as I said, but it's weird cause I haven't been used to it for the past week! haha but I am definitely starving, which is not a good thing! But, I'm just starting to ramble randomly now, so im gonna go and check if lunch is ready yet because I am so hungry I could eat a horse right now! haha Have a great Tuesday!! xx

ONE WEEK TO GO.

And OMG I know it's going to go by so fast!! It's 7:30 am, and I'm getting kind of tired, but I will not go back to sleep! If my body wants to punish me by not letting me sleep at night and stuff, I will happily punish it by not going to sleep when it wants me to! haha I've just been laying in bed, relaxing and doing stuff online. Im gonna wash my face soon, omg I'm getting a HUGE pimple right in the middle of my forehead ): I knew this was going to happen too! Stupid bad luck! But I'll take care of that (: I'm all done buying stuff for home! Lol Atleast I hope I am (: Umm...today, I have a ton of laundry to do that i want to get done by tomorrow, Secret Life is on todayy!! So is Kimora Life in the Fab Lane! WOO HOO ! Tomorrow I have to go to the doctor with my grandma around 3:30ish. and then my dad works wednesday and thursday, his last two nights! And mommy will also work just until Thursday, on Friday her and I will be going to get our hair and nails done, etc.. cleaning will have to be done wednesday-saturday, and then saturday and sunday are packing days, and then by this time next monday we will be in the car, headed to chicago! :) I can't believe it, it always felt like the day was never going to come, and yet here we are...just a week to goo!! I Can't believe it, but right now, I'm pretty hungry, so im gonna go brush my teeth and stuff, then eat, relax some more, then work out. After that, I have some laundry to do, dishes to wash, and by then it'll be time for momm to come home (: Relaxing after that until about 7 when I will be sitting in front of my oh so loved tv and watching Secret Life, maybe take a half hour bath..or maybe not since that short time is impossible for me, but I guess I'll take a very nice hot shower, and then go back to the tv and watch Kimora, then hopefully I will be tired enough to be able to sleep! (: Yay, have a great monday everyone!! xx

Computer time (:

I didn't feel like making all of the effort typing on my itouch tonight Lol so i decided to just get on the computer, besides I wanted to go on tumblr for a bit too (: Tomorrow is Sunday! :) 8 more days x3 Today was the longest day ever! I went tanning with my mom a bit Lol She really wanted to get a bit tanner before we left for vaca, so we did that (: Usually though, she just burns and then it peels off :P Let's hope not though! Mom just opened our luggage since we got them..a few weeks ago.. LOl Mine is officially in my room ! (: Idk, it didn't look as if I have too much room in it, but if I don't then I just have to take over some room from my parents luggage (: We are just going to have to see! I'm pretty tired right now, I don't know if we will do anything tomorrow.. Which reminds me I have to check if the weather changed at all. It said it was going to rain all through next week, but hopefully not! My gosh I seriously cannot wait until Monday Lol The weekend goes by so slow for me! My mom and dad... well my mom has just 4 more days to work, and my dad has 3 not counting tonight (: Yay! I'm so exited. But ready to just get there already (: Lol my mom is so calm about going back home. See...theres this whole thing about like.. as long as you are at least like 15 and older they will let you drink, smoke, etc.. I'm not saying I will but she's so calm about it happening she's not all like IF YOU DO IT YOU WILL BE GROUNDED UNTIL YOU DIE! Which is making me proud of her (: Lol But anyway, not much else to say. More later (: xx

I wanna drive i wanna fly i wanna goo!!!

Hello again from itouch world! Lol so todAy is the official begining of the one digit countdown! Nine days to go!! Im really hoping today goes by fast but i think it Will because ill be tanning for a but today and that usually pääses the Time :) idk whAt ill do on sunday though! Lol this sucks when you have pretty much nothing to do !! Im off to get some breakfast now and then idk if my mom and i Will do anything but well see :) so freaking exitedd!! Lool have a great saturday everyone!! Xx

Hello from the itouch world!

Hey! So this will be a pretty short post from my touch :) I just figured out a way to blog from this thing! Yay!! Lol but I have to be careful :) but atleast I have this for when I go back home :) more later tonight maybe!! Much love xx

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait (:

OH I really am afraid to say this but my life is so unbelievably close to being perfect that it's scary! I mean, only ten more days left until we leave, My dad just bought me and my two cousins itouch's over $700 worth! It's just.. ahh (: I wish I didn't have to go back to school! Once I get back life is going to be so hectic :/ I am soo not looking forward to it! The best part of summer just started, and I'll have to go back to work, back to school, back to studying, etc... blah blah blah :/ lol But it will all end in the blink of an eye since I finish school in January, turn 18 next year, then I am free to do whatever it is that I may want (: x3 I'm restoring my ipod right now, so I'm trying to take up the time so I don't think it's taking like 23423425 hours! Haha... hmm hmm what else!? I have 2 more baskets of laundry to do, which I am hoping I will finish up by the end of this weekend (: Next week... Monday and Tuesday I think I will kind of hang back, and just watch Secret Life (Which I already missed like 1.5 episodes of! lol): and Pretty Little Liars, Wednesday-Friday is going to be like last minute shopping, getting my nails done, eyebrows&etc done...tanning & etc...Saturday&Sunday is calling everyone who is going to drop us off & pick us up, packing, last minute cleaning, and just waiting (: Then Monday, wake up early, get dressed and leave! This time, I am sooo not complaining that the days are going by slow because I know they aren't and I know they wont! Lol I honestly don't know if I'm more scared or exited! Probably a little of both, but that's what makes it more fun! But oh my gosh, I have like noo room in my closet for anymore of my clothes! LMFAO. I never knew I had this much!!! I'm thinking I have to pack up some of my winter clothes, But I honestly have no where to put them!!! Alright, well I'm thinking that that's it for now (: I'll have to get this ipod to working order, with all my songs on it, then go eat, and if it's not past noon or one by then, I'll get my old ipod and put a lot of the songs that my mom likes on it (: cause she always used to take it to work with her, so for the next week, she can have it and yeah (: later my loves!! Have a greatt weekend!! xx

this won't be a lot (:

I really want to get some reading in before i get ready and head out to best buy with my dad to get a new camera :) I'm hoping that he'll be generous and get me an itouch too! haha In stead of just waiting until we get back from vaca (: Speaking of vaca! I FINALLY GOT MY PASSPORT! Yeah, it came in the mail yesterday! There are only 11 days left, and i still have like 3 baskets of laundry to do, have to get my nails done, clean up, pack, buy presents for people, and etc...it's aghh crazy! But I can hardly wait! I was almost so sure that I wouldn't be going, that my passport wouldn't get here on time, but I am and it did!! :) UMMM HMMM WHAT ELSE!? Oh yeah, I wasn't able to sleep very well for the past few nights :P I Kept waking up, on Tuesday I woke up at like 6:30, but then went back to sleep a little later, and on Wednesday I woke up at 4:30! And couldn't get to sleep until like 2 or 3 hours later! suckish right. But today i slept like a baby, thank goodness! I guess i was just under stress that my passport wouldn't come since it was cutting close and all. agh yesterday i had to go to the hospital with my aunt again. this time i know i have never been soo pissed off. i have to go again on tuesday with my grandma -.- ugh its so stupid! I can't wait for school to start, to get a job, get to drivers ed and not have time for any of their crap anymore! God, it wouldn't be that bad, I think if it were just my grandma, because she doesn't have so many appointments, but i swear there isn't a week where I'm either not calling a hospital or not in a hospital. It's so embarrassing by now. But I'm going to read a bit, then check with my dad if we will be going to the store at all, since he can change his mind in an instant (: Have a great end of the week, if I don't get back to ya'll! xo

wowohwow...

In the words of Snookie, WAAAHHHH!!! lol I hate being a girl :P TOM sucks! (Time of the month) I just hate the first day the most, the rest of the week I don't care,but the first day suckss for me because it's like, i get the worst cramps!! :P Anywho, I wont talk about the gross stuff noww (:

Oh My Gosh!! I cannot believe that only 12 (aka a week and 5 days!) Left until we leave!!! :)) Oh My Gosh I am sooo nervous right now, not even kidding! And then like I had this dream, which is getting me even more exited! And it's already wednesday tomorrow, and the next two days are going to go by soo fast, because my dad's not working and we're going to have to go buy stuff for my cousins and my grandma, and then this weekend, my dad works and who knows what my mom and I will be doing, probably cleaning like never before! LOL And then next week, my dad only works two days, Wednesday and Thursday, then he doesn't work for the weekend, and Monday we leave!!!! AGHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE THE TIME IS FINALLY HEREEEE!!! Tomorrow I have to make a longggg call to New Orleans. lmao for my passport, because so far it's not here, and there is no way in he that i'm going to wait until until Monday, I'm calling and I"m going to be one annoying bitchhhh!!! Lol I'm not giving upp. Soo yeahh (: Can't wait to get all of this taken care of and etc... :) But right now I am watching The Hills finale aftershoww (: ahaha.. later loves! xo

wow :)

Last time I wrote, it was July 8th, now it is...the 12th.. huh so only 4 days ago. Lol it seems like much longer than that! Since so much has happened! Or maybe.. a lot hasn't happened I don't even know. But today is officially the two week countdown until we leave for home! :) And guess whattttt...my passport STILL hasn't come :/ I am giving it until wednesday at the latest for it to come, if it doesn't I have to call them. There is no possible way that I can give up not going this year, especially not after i put up such a big hype about it, ya know ;P I am quite busy today have laundry to do, have to tidy up a bit, going back to the hospital with grandma... Secret Life tonight! Yay! Another week is done and over with, just have to survive the next two somehow, I had the most amazingest, best dream ever in the world! Lol That my passport came today (: Let's hope that I'm psychic and it does! :) Hmm, well other than what I already told you, there isn't much else (: I caught up with my best friend a bit last night...Oh, I applied for a job at shopko! Woohoo!! I think I might call them today or tomorrow and hopefully get that jobb (: Theres one minute left until 11:11 ! I hope I don't miss ittt! !:) I've gotten back to reading (: It helps the time pass by fasterr (: In stead of playing the computer games all day, I decided I would switch it up a bit, so it doesn't get too boring! NOW, other than that, I think that's it for now! :) Don't know when I'll update again, but soon hopefullyy :) Have a great monday!! xx

:)

Hey, soo if anyone read's this besides me just doing this for my own memories, I'm going to not post for...a while, I just want to figure some things out, nothing bad...just you know, that time in life everyone comes to when they want to figure some things out about them selves..the important things, not things like "oh why desn't he like me!?" or "oh why don't I have an edward cullen in my life?!" or even "Ohh why does my life suck so much!?" If I decide to write more, I'll get into detail about it later, as for noww....nice knowin ya :)

No Time, No Time!!

I knoww I didn't post again last night! But it's not like anything too interesting happened lmao umm...yeah nope, nothing at all! except for the fact that my daddy is finally back to working!! God that was the longest weekend ever for me! After he left for work, my mommy and I went to walmart and to the mall for a bit (: And that is about it!! I know it doesn't seem as if I'm so busy, but I really am! And there is this small little thing I'm so freaking worried about, called my passport! lol I am prayingggggg that it comes in the next week because if it doesn't, I know I am screwed :P It's finally partially nice out today! Of course it is still pretty cloudy, but that's okay! As long as I can see some amazingly beautiful blue sky! I'm good (: haha OMG I can't believe it's Thursday already! This week is officially the fastest week in all of summer! I am lovinn' it! :) Well, other than that little bit, nothing else is going on! I'm hoping to pay a visit to my aunts today, I miss themm! Lol even though I was at their house like on ... Sunday, four days is still too long! Well, right now, I am off to getting some breakfast and relaxing in front of the T.V. Until later lovelies :) xo

P.S. I can't come up with a picture!! :( Sorryy! Lol

Apologies!

So sorry I didn't write last night! I was reading the last pretty little liars series, and well, long story short, I have quite an overactive imagination when it comes to murder's and etc.. lol So, yesterday, after I wrote, I went and got some pancakes, and then went downstairs to do the laundry, while my dad was mowing the lawn, he finished and went to shower, then around 2 he went to get us BK! Yay! I ate, washed the dishes, cleaned up a bit & then my grandma called asking about her appointment. My dad didn't want to drive her... 15 minutes pass "Why don't you call your grandma and tell her to get ready, I guess I'll drive her." So I call and we do that, by this time it's pretty much... 2:45 pm. We go, and I go into the hospital with her. The doctors and nurses over there were sooo weird, it was some new hospital. Then we finish and it's almost 4pm. We come home, and I ask my mom if there was any mail. Because I am supposed to get my passport. Lucky me! There was mail. Unlucky me, there's some problem with my mail. Joy. So we have to fix that. Umm...I watched Pretty Little Liars, amazing as alwayyss! And then I just had to read Wanted. So I did. And me, having an overactive imagination kept thinking there was some stalker outside my window who hated me and wanted to kill me was taking my pictures. So I made my mom come sleep in my room. Lmao Umm..So now it is the next day, my dad and I just got back from the Post Office, and I am ready to just break down and cry for these next 18 days because I am so worried that the mail wont come and I will not be going anywhere :/ We express mailed everything we needed to, and it's supposed to be there at 3 pm tomorrow. So I am praying and hoping and everything. I got up about 2 hours ago, and haven't eaten anything yet. There is a game today, and my dad works tonight. Nothing, and nothing can make me exited or happy anymore until IFFFFF my passport comes :/ Crossing my fingers, praying, doing anything I can :P Umm...Maybe I'll go get some food, or maybe I'll just read for the next hour, we'll see...until later tonight or.. until...I don't know when right now :/ Later..

hey guys...

Lol so I'm not really up to being all chipper this morning. I woke up, and then like half an hour later my dad asks if I want to go pay some bills with him and crap and then we'll go get something to eat. So I say sure. And we go and do pay everything and by the time that he finishes its 12:30. Lunch time. I wanted to go to BK. But by the time that we finished it was lunch time and theres this huge group of cars parked there, my dad never wants to go through the drive through. So right now I am stuck in my room, waiting for the game to start, and then I will go downstairs do the laundry and watch the game...starving :/ I'll update something more interesting later, bye :P

Back to Normal

Even though I have posted a lot in the past like.. week or so..well past.. 5 days? I feel like I just..haven't done anything! Or posted anything. Before I get into what I want to talk about for the last bit of today, just letting anyone who is interested know, that guy finally left around 7! Gossshhh!!! He more than overstayed his welcome! Anywho, after he left, my mom and I went to wal mart so I could get my crimper, we left around 7:30 so I couldn't catch the last bit of Secret Life! :( Sad! But I got it, and I really wanted some BK or McDonald's for dinner, but my mom wouldn't drive me D: Sad. Lol So we came home and she made us some burgers, and while she was doing that, I was fixing my hair (: Lol. Then I went out and did the dishes, and went to the living room and watched Kourtney and Khloe take Miami! woot! And after that, I watched...Holly's World..is that what it's called?! Oh I feel bad :/ But I think that's right! Then , after that finished, I went into my room, and all that I was going to do was write this ahhmazing blog lol and get to bed, but when i came in here, it was all like messy and I spent such a long time cleaning it up, it almost pissed me off! So, I got a majority of it clean, I just have to kind of organize my closet a bit, which I will do tomorrow! I completely forgot how much work there still is left to do! I mean, my mom goes back to work tomorrow, and my dad on wednesday and he works actually wed-sat, so this week is going to fly by! And today also went by pretty fast! I have the morning free to do whatever I please, and then my mom comes home from work around 3, which is when we have to drive my grandma to the hospital for another appointment, this time for her hand! And I'll come back, go online for a bit, and get my booty downstairs to watch Pretty Little Liars! Yay! Gosh I wish that show was on more than once a week, I miss it so much by the time that it comes on again! I can't believe that I am going to miss like...3 episodes of it! And 4 of Secret Life! I hope that I will be able to find it online somewhere! That just makes me so depressed! Here is everything that I am going to miss while I'm at home! 4 episodes of Secret Life, 3 of PLL, Jersey Shore new season begins, the Fair comes AND ends, and this year it's going to be here on my birthday!..hmm What else!? Oh yeah! Registration! God I'm going to be so busy when I get back, plus looking for a job, plus doing like everything else, including homework, trying to convince my parents to let me go back home for New Years if my friend wants to come with me! There is so much that I want to/have to do! It's so crazy! And then my friend is leaving for Europe (she lives here, so it's really just a vaca for her) for 10 days tomorrow, and we're hanging out when she comes back (I HOPE!) My cousin messaged me today and we decided that we would try to hang out before I leave! I will do my best to make some time out for my two other friends before I leave because I did promise them! So...maybe this weekend sometime? Since my dad is working! And then hang out with another one next week sometime...I hopee! So far, Friday is going to be the only nice day, so I hope that I will get to tan all day, because I need to get way way way more tan! We will see, I would say I'll write out a list of all of this, but I'm getting a headache just thinking about it, much less writing it all down! We'll see thought! For now, I am going to do a crossword puzzle or two, maybe write that list, make another list about what I have to do tomorrow...and for the next few weeks, just a more organized list..and that is about that! Then I will lay my tired little head down to sleep! (: Have a nice rest of the night (: xo

GO HOME AND GO BACK TO WORK.

Oh my goshh!! My dad's best man came for a visit today. at like noon, and it's almost 6 pm right now and he's still not gone! I am ready to drive a knife through him. He comes in like looking all like he was just in some fight or shit and he's like "I just woke up.." Ughh! I don't give a shit how long he wants to stay here, A) He's not sleeping in my room if he decides to spend the fucking night here, and B) I don't care what time it is, today is not going to pass that I don't go to walmart and get my crimper. I am so close to calling my grandma or aunt and telling them to call and be like I need your help right now, it's an emergency! And then my mom would have to go and then we would realize that it's nothing, and then I would make her take me to wal mart. I'm getting so sick of my parents too! Lol My dad hasn't worked since Friday. He hasn't slept through the day since Thursday, he doesn't go back to work until Wednesday night! Thank goodness, he works Wednesday-Friday! My mom didn't work today either, she goes back to work tomorrow! I hate the holidays so much! When my parents are at home, it makes the time go soo slow! And plus, now it has to be all rainy and shit! I have th ebiggest head ache, and I am just praying that they all go back to work soon! Lol Time goes by way faster when they do, and It will just be perfect then! There is an hour left until Secret Life, and I just realized that I missed Kourtney&Khloe Take Miami last night! So, if it is on E tonight, then I shall watch it (: Other than that, nothing is going to go on. Tomorrow I have to go to the doctor with my grandma...again oh lovely. Lol But like I always say, at least it will make the time go by fast! And I will get to dress up a bit (: woot woot! I have been in my room for the past 6 hours, only going out to eat and when my parents call me. That guy seriously needs to get his ass out of my house. I have never hated the fact that someone is in my house, more than I hate it now! I'm about to call my mom in here to tell her to just take me to wal mart, he's not her guest, he's my dad's guest, he barely said a word to my mom. When he talks, he doesn't even look at you! Ugh ! I could go on for hours, and I could just get my self more and more angry, but I'm just going to head to the basement, watch some T.V, do some laundry and pray that he goes home soon, because rather he does or doesn't, I am going to wal mart, 8 o'clock the latest! So suck it you dickhead. (that went towards my dad's best man.) Lmao, but you guys have a great rest of the day, and I guess I'll update ya'll tonight (: xo

Random need for music!

I have to spend some part of today downloading some new songs and putting them on my ipod. It's all cloudy and rainy and blahh, so I'm in such a lazy mood! Lol But Secret Life today!! I got I think around.. 10ish or so hours of sleep! Thank goodness! Umm, I don't think much is going to go on today, so If I don't update tonight it'll probably be because not many exciting thins happened (: x3 Wow, I did not think I was in this good of a mood! Actually, I wasn't I guess I'm just this way because I turned on my music! I'm kind of debating with myself right now if I should eat, and then go to wal mart, and then shower... or if I should eat, shower, and then go to wal mart... hmmm..this is a tough tough decision! I have a lot of "dot-dot-dots" today! OH MY GOSH THE DREAM I HAD! It was about me and my parents on the plane, and at the airport, and we got on the plane, and it was going to start flying so it did all that and it was soo smooth! And the ladies that worked on the plane were super duper nice! And I didn't have any air sickness or anything even though I forgot to take the air sickness tablet thingies!! Andd, like halfway through the flight, I think i fell asleep until we landed in North Carolina! And then I think I woke up a little bit after that, I don't remember but it was amazing! The only thing that was wrong about the dream is that we were flying at night, when we are actually going to be flying in the middle of the day, and yeah! XD So I just stopped writing for like 10 minutes to read something about jet lag, because we are going to be making frequent stops, and I was just wondering if you get more jet lag while making stops or not, and obviously it's better if you have a chance to get up and walk around, so yay! Lol hmm.. anything else, anything else..nope! I don't think that there is anything else! So, I am off to eat breakfast and see what is going to happen today! Have a great Monday everyone (: xo

SHOES!

Hello my lovelies! How was your fourth of July?! Did ya go see the fireworks?! I didn't there were here yesterday, but I didn't really feel like going to see them! Tonight tho, some of my neighbors bought fireworks and lit them up (: So i watched through my window a bit Lol There was a pretty bad thunderstorm, so I just watched through my window for a bit until I got tired of standing! Today went by super super fast! We went to the mall around 11 am! To get my dad some stuff, cause my mom and I both got at least one outfit yesterday! haha And so we went to get my dad some nice stuff today. Oh My God! He is a man, but when it comes to buying clothes and getting ready and picking stuff out, he is pickier than any girl I know or have ever met! We were at the mall (IN ONE STORE) for 3 hours! Lol Then we came back home and ate, and my mom took a nap, which is something that I really wanted to do, but I just cannot take naps during the day unless i accidentally fall asleep! Anyway, we were at home for about... an hour or hour and a half or so. Then we went back to our car and went to Khols! My parents got the suitcases, finally! My dad turned like ghost white, cause we spent like 400 dollars on them! lmao but the luggage is so cute and blue and just amazing !And I got the cutest heels ever! I'm like obsessed with them! I put them on when we got home like... haha 15 minutes ago, and I haven't taken them off yet! Umm after Khols, we went to my aunts and uncles for a bit (not the ones I've been complaining about)! That was tons of fun! Usually I don't have that much fun over there, but tonight wasn't that bad! Umm..then yeah, we came home! Oh and this morning, we were in walmart, and I saw the one thing that I have been wanting for the longest time! A crimper !Like...a waver/crimper thing! Lmao I am going to wake up tomorrow morning and make my mom drive me to walmart so I can get it! It shouldn't cost anymore than 30 $$ If even that much! So yay! I get to have nice hair when I leave for home! Lol Omg Another week gone and passed! I survived! Tomorrow I get to watch Secret Life, do a little laundry...I don't know if we will do any shopping tomorrow, but I'll be happy to go anywhere until like... 5ish o'clock..maybe 6 Lol yup 6 pm is my limit! If we do go anywhere then I will start laundry, watch secret life, spend a little time on my computer and go nappy bye XD Lol I haven't been this happy in such a long time, I mean..I don't know its just this feeling that I haven't felt in...ever! But it's amazing, I mean there aren't even words to explain it! The only thing that has got me worrying lately though, is my passport still hasn't come in!! :/ eeh! If it doesn't come by like the middle of next week, I have to call and make sure that they speed that up. Because we payed extra for it to come earlier too. Since we need it. So I'm keeping my fingers, and toes, and my entire body crossed that they come! Lol...umm so that is pretty much it for today!! More tomorrow morning my loves! xo

Oh that morning hunger!

Hey guys, just woke up! How bout you? haha it's pretty couldy outside, looks like it might rain, but that was what it said in the forcast anyway! As you may already know, I'm writing this post before I had breakfast, so I am starving! At least I know what I want to eat right now! Lol Um my two friends are leaving for home todayyyy!! :( WEll either today or tomorrow morning, I'm not necessarially sure but its one of those! Lol ughh. We seriously are the last to go! But like I've been saying, better late than never! And besides, next year, I'll spend like MONTHSS over there! We're gonna go shopping for new suitcases today, and some clothes for my parents..some DECENT clothes lmao I already bought a few things yesterday with my mom, but I guess it's my dad's turn today! Other than that, I don't know what will go on today or...anything! Im just living today as it takes me, so I am off until later tonight! bye bye x0

If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting, time after time x3

Hey guys (: Whats upp? I am so tired right now, that I can't even think. So this is going to be a super boring post with just the tidbits of what I did today, and what happened, then I am gonna get to bed! Lol Well I didn't go tanning today, My aunt called and asked if i wanted to go over, cause her and my uncle just cleaned their pool and stuff. I wanted to go. My dad was all like "Do you really have to go somewhere as soon as someone calls you, not just your family but anyone and you have to go right away." That got me pissed off, and me and him....it wasn't even a fight him and my mom just talked about it a bit, I don't even know what they said. But he went to bed, around...I don't know, noonish or so? My mom made me pizza because I haven't eaten like all day. Then my aunt from Germany called, and we talked to her for like an hour and a half or so. Then we went to walmart because we needed...food I don't remember what we got from there haha. Then we went to khols and I got my outfit that it looks like I'll be wearing on the plane to back home hahaha XD And I got the cutest shoes everr!! My mom also got an absolutely adorable outfit too! I don't think she'll be wearing it on the plane though! Then we came home, made dinner, ate, we watched America's got Talent, and then woke my dad up! Who was in a surprisingly good mood! Then he found a movie "Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion" I only saw the last half of it, but it was pretty great, surprisingly!! haha and that is about it...it's supposed to rain the entire week next week :/ blje hopefully it doesn't though! It says it wont rain next saturday and sunday, which is when my mom said she wants to go to the pool so that she can get a little tanner Lol, she is so white, like no kidding! Alright, well that is it for now, time to hit the hay! More shopping tomorrow! Can't wait xo

Do Something About It.

Heyy peoples, how are ya todayy? :) I'm feeling soo much better this morning that I had felt last night! Actually, I was feeling much better a few minutes after I went to bed. I guess I just needed to vent about it a little, than just forget everything for a while. Plus, im on PMS, so that doesn't make things much better Lol. But part of the reason that I was so pissed off, which isn't that important anyway was because I was so bored. Like I'm not doing anything this summer, when I promised myself I would. And yeah, I know that I'm going to Europe, but that's at the end of the summer. And I am so thankful and happy that I get to go and stuff. But I do want to have some fun at home too! I don't want my friend to come back from Chicago and be all like "I feel so bad for you, you must have had the most boring summer here everr!" I want to prove her wrong, that even though this place sucks, if you hang out with your friends, its not that bad. That's how it is every where. If she lived in Chicago all her life, I'm positive she would think it's boring cause even there her parents wouldn't let her go anywhere or do anything. But I just woke up around 9 to watch the Germany vs Argentina game, I'm about to go wash my face, get some breakfast and go tanning again. I have the biggest pimples on my forehead :/ Actually, I have pimples all over the place! Which A either means that I am going to get my period soon, or B...I just have the worst luck ever and have to get a major breakout before we leave :/ I'm trying to get rid of it tho! They're the ones that hurt like helll. I get them at this time of year, every year. But I take really great care of my face, I was it every morning and every night, sometimes in the middle of the day too! I don't know what it is, but it better go away fast! :/ Umm...fireworks are tonight, I don't know if I am going, but I doubt it :P My aunts minions are coming today. Lmfao we'll see if they call us to go over. If they do, I really hope we don't.. My grandma better not either! IDK about my other aunt and uncle, but even if they do, they will surely leave pretty quick because my other aunts minions are super loud, and she taught her kids to fall asleep in nice sweet quiet, which I am all of a sudden super thankful for! Lol Well, my dad wants me to take out the mail, so I guess I'll go do that right now! I'll talk to ya'll later! xo

Hello and Goodnight

I am laying on my bed where my batter chord can't reach my laptop so I only have about 40 minutes left...actually less than that because my computer hates me! But there is so much that I want to say, so lets get started!

I wrote this morning, around 11, after that I went to eat and tan, just like I said I would. And after that I just sat around doing pretty much nothing, waiting for my dad to leave for work. And when he left, my mom asked me if I saw what my aunt (the one that whole drama crap started about on facebook lol) wrote on facebook. I said no and went to check, and she wrote: "My family is coming tomorrow--cant wait ! Love them so much!" @#$@#%@#%#@$@#$ Why would that bother me, and my mom so much? I will tell you soon enough. After my mom washed the dishes we went to help my grandma move, and as we were driving to her new place my mom was like "Your grandfather called your uncle (middle brother) to help him move his furniture and stuff, and he said that he couldn't do that he is going to (insert name of close city where i live lol) today before his guests from New York come." THERE NOT EVEN HIS FAMILY. ITS HIS FUCKING FAMILY IN LAW. What's more important, some dumbass people you've only met like 5 years ago, or helping your father?! He didn't even go to that city to get party stuff when my uncle, his older brother, came to visit from Germany. Oh no. But when the evil bitch's family comes, he haass to go running all over the damn place, trying to get everything perfect. I feel so bad for my grandparents. They have 5 kids. My mom, my uncle in Germany, my aunt, and my two other clueless dumbass fucked up uncles. The men in this family..just on my moms side stopping at my grandparents, are so...messed up. Like its the women they married. Aside from my uncle in Germany, like he is still pretty stupid when it comes to some stuff, but compared to my two uncles who live here he's GOD. He lives in Germany, away from all of us which already makes him like a million times smarter and everything, he's married to my beautiful Italian aunt, and has 3 amazing, smart, and beautiful kids! My second oldest uncle on my moms side...OHMYFUCKINGGOD. He got married like only 5...almost 6 years go. The damn bitch has pushed him so far up her damn ass. He wasn't all that great to begin with. But like I honestly do not understand HER. And, my other uncle, the youngest one on my moms side, it's like...the same thing. Their wives, don't care about their husbands' side of the family what so freaking ever. They pray every night, I swear to god, that something happens to all of us, or that we all just get in a huge fight so no one goes anywhere or talks to anyone. All they care about is their side of the family, and them being better than us. It's like wow, are you that jealous that our family loves each other so much, that you are willing to die trying to break us apart? My dad's side of the family, I will admit there are some idiots there too, but not as many as my moms side. I mean, when I get married, I would treat my mother in law, father in law, brothers and sisters in law, nieces and nephews, and cousins in law i would treat them all like they're my actual real family, I would love them, and i WILL love them just as much as I love my own family. I will do anything that I can to make them happy, why would I want to compete with someone's family that I love? You know, maybe that's it too. Maybe since they didn't necessarily get married to someone that they love, they don't really give a rat's ass about me. You know, even if I don't get married to someone that I truly love (don't ask that's another long story) If my husband's side of the family treated me right, and respected me and everything, I would do the same for them! If they didn't I wouldn't automatically start planning my revenge on how to make their life miserable, I would talk to my husband and explain to him what is going on. OH, and something else.

UGHH!! My best freaking friend. I love her dearly, I do. But she just gloats so fucking damn much! She is in Chicago for the summer, I get it, where we live, it sucks shit. And chicago is sooo much more fun, but don't fucking always put your status as "THIS SUMMMER IS THE BESTTTTT!!!" "OMG I AM NEVERRR GOING BACK EVERRR!!" We get it. Sadly, and really, I mean SADLY, you have to come back. God, even the girls that are back home already aren't gloating as much. UGH. I just want to move the fuck out of america soo bad! Once I finish high school and college maybe too, or I don't even know I might just skip college and go to Europe if my parents let me, because I am so sick of everyone here. No one knows how live, how to be friendly with eachother, how to not take things over board NO ONE KNOWS.

I will leave you guys with one little quote, that after reading this, you should really think about, and I know I will.

"Treat others how you want to be treated."

Happy Friday!

It's finally friday! 24 days left until I leave! AND!! 4 more days until I am out of the twenties!! Lol I am going to be so happy then! Haha I think I will be happier to get out of the twenties than I will to actually go! Oh, that reminds me, I have to change that little box thing on my facebook! :) Okay, done and done! It's 11:16 am right now! In 24 days we will be driving to Chicagoo!! Lol I have to call my friend sometime today and ask if she wants to hang out sometime next week (: Because we both want to, and plus it will give me something to look forward to instead of just counting down the days! Lol Hmm...Well I just woke up about 2 hours ago and did absolutely nothing except wash my face and brush my teeth! Lol I'm about to go find something to eat and then go tanning for a few hours, hoping that dad is going to go to sleep soon!! But I highly doubt he will until its like past noon! urgh! But I will have Saturday to tan too! It's supposed to rain on Sunday-Tuesday! Sad! Then on Wednesday it's supposed to be partly cloudy..and then rain again for the next 3 days! ugh Faiill!!! But whatever I guess :P OHMYGOD. My dad needs to stop listening to music, and turning up the freaking volume to try to get me interested in the freaking song. Besides, he's trying to listen to all the "new&hit" songs from back home, which I already know all of them, so that's just him being as annoying as fuck. Sorry for my language :/ I love my dad, I really do, he is just the most annoying man alive, I swear to God! Okay, my stomach is growling again, so im going to find something to eat, and yeah! Have a great Friday everyone! xo

Hello July (:

Whats up people? (: Today was kind of an un-eventful day as well! Lol And to think, I thought as July came, things would become more exited! well well, was I wrong! I just thought I would catch you up on today since I haven updated since like over 12 hours ago! Daddy called his brother&sister in law in Germany and told them the date that we are coming home so that they could pick us up (: And he also called my grandma and talked to her for a bit! I can't wait to go..We haven't gotten those suitcases yet, but I am hoping that we get them really really soon! I want to hang out with some friends on Monday or Tuesday....or Wednesday since...well any one of those (: Just not the end of the week lol don't ask me why! And then The week after that, I also want to hang out with a friend or two..Then the week after that is the final week before we leave, and I may or may not hang out with one friend, maybe on Wednesday :) We'll see! See, now when I talk about it like this, it seems as if the time is going to go by so fast! But it's not really..I mean today passed by much faster than it did yesterday, but still..it's getting kind of like, well okay now...Now what!? Lol I have come up with some things that I think is going to help pass the time a little faster, and I will do them (: I know that much for sure! haha As with anything else tho..nothing too interesting anymore! As you might see I live a pretty boring life (: I just can't wait to get home! It takes an entire day of traveling..well it actually only takes about...maybe 10/11 hours, but by the time you get from here to there it's an entire day...it's complicated to explain, but I'm sure that you don't really care anyway! As for now, I just got in from tanning for a little bit, and I don't think that I am making that much progress! So that is my main reason for wanting to hang out with some friends, go to the pool, but tomorrow, if my dad decides not to be stupid, and goes to sleep at least around noon, I will stay outside for a few hours, just tanning and hopefully get a little darker, because I am pretty dark, but still not as dark as I would like to be! Now I shall go and find something to eat because I can hear my stomach growling (: LOL take care loves. xo