OMGdoubleHKP!!!

Lol I saw someone start off a video on youtube with that
but omgosh I am running on about five hours asleep, 9 classes in school today
running all around
barely ate all day
no water
having a one month anniversary and not talking to my boyfriend which is making me quite upset! so I'm about to text him to get his ass online!

(an hour later)
OKAY! now, that I have KIND OF settled things down a bit! I ate a little, talked to the boyfriend, still talking to him (: yay! now as soon as i finish this blog post,and go on tumblr for a little bit, I'll be ready to start homework !

so I wanted to tell you about my day, it was HECTIC!!

I woke up at 3:45 am to a text message from the boyfriend, which i actually got around midnight but it didnt wake me up then! sad :(
I had to get to school by 6 am for Drivers ED! I can't wait to finish that class, but I'll be sad when I do, cause the teacher seems really cool :))
In first period, we had to go around asking people to sign this sheet of paper thing...and i wish i could explain it as cute as it was!
but the really cute guy and i signed eachothers, yay! :))
second hour, i had to run to get my pictures taken for my id since i waanst here for registration
third hour was kind of chill, as was 4th hour..and 5th hour..
6th hour i had to run like all over school to find a room that I didnt even know existed, but that took me just about 10, 15 minutes. not bad
then 7th hour we finished watching the movie we were watching, and started a new one :) I don't know if I'll like the new one as much though! We'll see we only saw like five minutes of it :)

But, that's pretty much the gist of my day...theres still a while of this day lefft, but that'll be filled with driving, homework, shopping, and sleeping!
more tomorrow :)
xx

GRRR, some neighbors suck!

Well, here is my day! I woke up late. BADBADBAD! So I had to really rush to get ready. At least I made it! I still got to school on time :)

First hour was a lot of fun! We went to he computer lab for psych, cause we're doing a "project," and I'm really exited about it! we're presenting tomorrow. Now, before I continue about what happened in first hour, I do have a boyfriend yes. I love him so so so so so soooo much. But I had a crush on this one guy last year, and I think he kinda "fancied" lmfao, me last year as well. And this year we happen to have a class togeher again. And this morning, we kind of had a little moment where we were looking at eachoher from across the room, into eachothers eyes, and then he smiled, and i smiled, and.. ahh :) highlight of he day lol. BUT, this does not mean anything, like i said, I love my boyfriend very very much and there is NO way I'm planning on breaking up with him at any point for the rest of my lifee :))

That's pretty much everything interesting that's happened today, except that the new girl wasn't in class today :( sad. But, I have to... well I'm going to go on tumblr for a bit first, and then do homework, hope mahh boyfriends gonna come on, and then go to work. come home, go shopping, then go to my aunts... then come home and sleep. more tomorrow :))
xx

TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL DONE WITH!!!

YUP YUP ! Two days over with!!! Today was definitly not as bad as yesterday was :) Thank goodness!! I can' get into too much detail right now, and I dont know if i'll bee keeping up with this every day haha, it's too much and I have other things to do and worry about... :) like how im gonna round up 349 dollars :P Lol I need it for drivers ed which my friend is forcing me to take even though I really don't want to :( But for right now, I'm going to head on over and do my homework, talk to my boyfriend x33 and then head off to work. tood'loo ...idk how you spell that. haha (:
xx

53NI0R! Day 1

Well, I'm loving senior year, it really isn't all that bad, I really think I can go through these next five months without a worry!

First Period I have psychiotry, idk how you spell it! haha But my crush from last year is in that class :) His name's Dakotaaa :)))) lol and my mosttestt favorite teacher from last year teaches the class, Mr.Miller! WOOOO!! Best class everrrr :))

Second period, I have Journalism...I think I'm really going to like that class! I don't really know anyone on it, but it seems cool XD

Third hour... I have British Lit. It's an okay class, I guess I wont die from it. haha :)

Fourth period.. AMERICAN GOVERNMENT OMFG LOVE IT LOVE THE TEACHER, THE PEOPLE ARE FINEE, I THINK IT WILL DEFF BE AMAZING!! :))

Fifth period.. continental Lit... Oh that wont be bad either :) It's an ok class, plus I'm going to try o make friends with this new girl from Belgium!!! OMG I can't wait! Her name is Sixtine, pronounced sixteen (: eep! exited!

then I have lunch :) With two amazingggg people!! woohoo :) haha

and then... sixth period. hate it. i'll probably go more in depth with it later but long story short, this guy whose had a crush on me since last year keeps hitting on me, and its freaking annoying D: And it made me miss my boyfriend SOOOOOOO much :(

and Seventh period :) I end every day watching a movie!! How perfect! :) Hahah XD

Well that's it for now, I want to get started on my homework, then go work :))
More tomorrow for sure!!

SLOW DOWN LIFE, I'M TRYING TO CATCH UP!!

It just hit me that I'm a senior already! 13 years of schooling, 17 years old....it all ends in less than five months! And then I'm done...completly and totally done! Its soo weird to think about! How much everything has changed and...where my life has taken me, and everything I've been through, all my friends, my enemies...everyhing! Oh and how much I've changed since just last year this time...Never did I hink I would be thinking this way or anything but.. here I am.. I start senior year tomorrow..and then..wow who knows where life is going to take me! This is so crazy! I never never never thought the day would come! But it's here... it's now! It's tomorrow! Lol.. that's all.. I just wanted a memory of this amazing moment! :) x3

xx

WHOOOO!

Okay, let me tell you what happened so far today, I overslept! So, I missed talking to the boyfriend :P rawr! haha But then he came on later, and I dont know if we got into a fight or not, but rather we did or didn't it will be fixed by tomorrow morning! I'm not worried because I know we are meant to be, and everything will work out perfectlyy :)) I just know it. Anyway! It's almost 3 pm and I'm gonna get up off of this oh so comfy bed and start cleaning, because I really don't want to leave that for tomorrow!! Lol. After I'm done cleaning, I'm hopingg to watch Titanic!! I've been wanting to watch that for the longest time!! Haha...then somewhere inbetween that, I'm hoping my baby will sign on and we'll talk!! But if he doesn't than fml and I just have to wait for tomorrow! haha. Tomorrow, I'll have to wake up around 6 am, clean up a bit, shower and all that, and thenn send a gift to my lovee :)) aah I can't wait! Then, I have to go to school around 11 or so, because I have to fill out some forms for graduating early and stuff like that. Then when I'm done with that, I'm going to my best friends house, who I havent seen in 3 months, and we're hanging out on the last day of summer!!!!!! Then, Tuesday is the first day of school!!!!!!! Expect this blog to get a lot more interesting in the upandcoming days!!!

loveyouu xx

busy days ahead...

so I'll just continue from where I left off yesterday, things are slowly starting to pick up now..the boyfriend was on last night, but he just replied to my message telling him to fix his internet..havent talked to him. but praying praying that he'll be on in the next few hours so we can talk :P I on the other hand just got up...no sleep again tonight, or last night..whatever :P The weather sucks!!!! I have a lot to do todayyyyyy. Its about 9 am right now, so I have to get some food, then go shower and do that whore morning routine shit... then stay home until like noon and beg my mom if we can go to the mall & happy joes so i can get applications and hopefully hopefully get a freaking job. Its the last weekend of the summer, and I dont feel like laying around complaining about how I'm bored or anything.. yeahh so I've been dragging this on for long enough, im gonna go eat quick now then shower, and hopefully hopefully, prayinggg the boyfriend will come online!! long distance relationships really suck ya know :P lol later!! xx

Oh the miserable days :P

Yesterday were days number 8 and 9 since i havent seen my boyfriend. Tomorrow will be day number 7 since i came back. The hardest days to survive yet! Especially today for some reason ;P I guess maybe it would be a little easier if I had talked to him, but then again, who knows...This is bad though, really bad. I know that I can cry and be as miserable as I possibly can, but that's not going to get me anywhere. I'm here now. I'm in America, and everything and everyone that I possibly could care about is all the way across the atlantic ocean. I have to finish school, I have to get a job...it's what I'm meant to be doing right now. And I know that I'll go back and I'll visit if not in January when I go to Germany, then in April, and I'll stay for five months. The equivalent to how long i'll be here. And I know all of this I know it, but its just hard not to cry, and remember all of the amazing days..plus, the weather is probably also a problem. It's cloudy as fuck. Excuse my language please. Well, at least school starts in 4 days.. Tuesday, which will I really really hope make it a little easier on me....so yeah....I guess that's pretty much it for now..nothing interesting is going on, but I really have to go and re-arrange my closet lol too many cothes piled up theyre all gonna fall at any second...i'll blog again later once something interesting happens, maybe on the first day of school or something (: xx

Baby I'm Back !

Helloo Boggers! How have you been these past three weeks? Oh my gosh I have had the best time everrr!!! Its taking all of my strength not to break down and cry right now, because I know that if I do, I wont stop until i go back home !haha. I had the best time ever, met the most amazing people, found my prince charming. Went clubbinnnn hell yeahh baby. haha. I've been home for two days now, honestly i have to say it sucks. Lol I have everyone (more or less) from my moms side of the family here, I honestly didn't miss them one bit. I want to go back like no other. It doesn't matter if I found a boyfriend or not, the people there, all my friends, the neighbors. 3 weeks was wayyyyyy too short of a time, I have to figure out a way to go back for new years and then come back, and go again with my parents. (: I honestly can't wait!

School starts in a week, I went school supply shopping, I actually am kind of exited to go just because of the stuff I got. haha But I've been writing this blog for a really long time, becaus epeople keep talking to me and I keep getting distracted soo Im gonna go now and I'll write more later when I'm more rested and have less to do (: Hope you have a greattt rest of the yearr ahead of you!! xo