hi

sometimes I feel like I am so close to figuring it out, who I'm supposed to be, what I'm supposed to do.. and then poof. it's gone..
do you ever feel like that?

"SHE REJECTED YOU. THAT'S WHY YOU WANT HER."

"WHAT ALWAYS HAPPENS. LIFE."

sOCIETY'S STTANDARDS ARE MESSED UP. IF YOU'RE
RESERVED AND QUIET, YOU'RE EMO. IF YOU'RE OPEN AND
EXPRESSIVE, YOU'RE ATTENTION HUNGRY. IF YOU'RE A
VIRGIN BY 16, YOU'RE DOING SOMETHING WRONG. IF YOU
LOSE IT BY 16, YOU'RE A WHORE. IF YOU DON'T
COMPLIMENT YOURSELF, YOU'RE BEGGING FOR COMPLIMENTS.
IF YOU DO COMPLIMENT YOURSELF, YOU'RE FULL OF YOURSELF.
IF YOU'RE UNIQUE, YOU'RE WEIRD. iF YOU'RE "NORMAL,"
YOU'RE BORING. IT'S HARD TO FIND YOURSELF IN A WORLD SO
CENTERED AROUND PERFECTION, WHEN IN REALITY
IMPERFECTION IS WHAT DEFINES US.

WITHOUT STRUGGLE
THERE IS NO PROGRESS

bECAUSE SOMETIMES, tHE pEOPlE yOU cAN't lIvE WItHOut
CAN lIve WItHOUt yOU

"pERfECTION, ANGELINA...COMES IN MANY FLAVORS."

SNOWGLOBE

i would suggest you take a walk in my shoes, but there
is no way in hell that you could rock these heels like
i do, so don't bother trying.

bad stuff does happen sometimes. always remember that,
but remember that you have to move on, somehow. you just
pick up your head and stare at something beautiful like
the sky, or the ocean, and you'll move the hell on.

true strength is being able to hold it all together when
no one would blame you for falling apart.

she laid her heart and soul right in your hands, and you
stole her every dream and you crushed her plans. she never
even knew she had a choice, and that's what happens when
the only voice she hears is telling her she can't. stupid
boy.

i thought i knew you, but you proved me wrong. i knew that
in the end, the only one i can depend on is me. i keep
telling myself, maybe i shouldn't ask for so much. but in
reality, it really isn't all that much. if you say you're
going to do something, follow through with it. don't leave
me hanging because of some excuse. i don't want to hear
it. if you make a promise, keep it. if you know you can't
keep it, don't make that promise. simple as that.

it's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you
think you're not.

if anyone asks, i'll tell them we both just moved on.
when people all stare, i'll pretend that i don't hear
them talk. whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and
bite my tongue. pretend i'm okay with it all, act like
there's nothing wrong.

someday i'll fly, someday i'll soar. someday i'll be so
damn much more, 'cause i'm bigger than my body gives me
credit for.

she's hurt. mentally & emotionally. literally &
metaphorically, but everyday she walks outside with a
smile on her face. because that's who she is, the girl
who never stopped smiling.

you made your choice, and it wasn't me. so if one day you
try to come back and the choice is mine, it won't be you.
karma hurts, baby.

you've got to take the good with the bad,
smile with the sad,
love what you've got,
and remember what you had.
always forgive, but never forget.
learn from mistakes, but never regret.

at some point, you have to make a decision. boundaries
don't keep other people out. they fence you in. life is
messy. that's how we're made. so, you can waste your
lives drawing lines. or you can live your life crossing
them. - grey's anatomy

sometimes to keep it together, you have to leave it alone.


i guess when all is said and done, you are who you are,
and that should be good enough for everybody else.

and when your world seems to come crashing down, and the
people you thought you trusted have betrayed you, smile.
smile and make them wonder why.

don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up
with people who are reckless with yours.

the minute you start enjoying yourself and the person who
you've become, when you walk into a room with your head
held high, the minute you wake up and are glad to be you,
the possibilities and opportunities will come knocking at
your door.

so maybe you were special, and maybe you were supposed to
be the one, but then again maybe you were just like the
rest of them,

tomorrow i will be a stronger, more patient, and better
refined person. -hayley williams

cause you had a good girl, that's a keeper. you had a
good girl, but didn’t know how to treat her. so silly boy
get out my face. why do you like the way regrets taste?
- silly boy by lady gaga

don't worry about it baby. one day he'll realize he lost a
diamond while he was too busy collecting stones

finally moving on, it's something that i have to accept.
i'm honestly done. it's now gotten to the point where he
is definately trying to intentionally hurt me. it was a
painful wake up call but i needed it.

it was real, wasn't it? you and me. such a long time ago,
we were just a couple of kids. but we really loved each
other, didn't we? - the notebook

being with all the girls in the world doesn't make you a
man, but making one girl feel like she is the world...well
, that does.

the only unreachable dream is the one you don't reach for.

forever has no meaning when your living in the moment. i
wasn’t ready for that moment to end.

"sometimes, i find my head spinning. not because of
alcohol, but because of my life." - lady gaga

"don't cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you cause girls
give and forgive, but guys get and forget."
- one tree hill

you have to learn the rules of the game. and then you have
to play the game better than anyone else.
- albert eienstien