More sleep :P

Even though I know that today will be a very good day, I would absolutly positively love to get some more sleep! At least there is that early out today, and when I get home I can take a nap, thank goodness! But right now, I have to finish up some homework before I do anything else, so I will see you again when I get home from school!!
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P.S! That is a picture of my home :) Well, not my home home, I mean my back home in Europe, it's just a hotel over there but I'm in love with it x333 I miss it so much :')

good nightt

Omg im so sleepy its unbelievable..here is a pic of me todayy with my friend but I was forced to crop her out hehe nighttt

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OMGHHKP,...waitt whhhaatt?!?!

Woowwww today was a woww day! It was a good day, and there was no confusion or anything going on up until my seventh period!! It's my film class so, we were watching a movie for like over an hour and a half! so by the time i was coming home, i was so out of it! Then, I get home, and my room is like a mess, and i was like oh no no no, this cannott happen! So I cleaned up really quick, and made coffee and mommy came home (: And I met this new guy...the day before yesterday I think, and I guess we're going out now.... I KNOW I KNOW I KNOWWWW. I'm like a whore or a slut or something, but I'mmm notttt!!! Look, the thing is, my ex boyfriend and I, no matter how much we may want to, we can't be together...and I have to move on at scme point right.. But, I'm seventeen, I'm soo young, and still have a lottt of time left before I should settle down! I need to date around and see what kind of a man I really want! Yes, this is me trying to convince myself that, and OMGHHKP MY INTERVIEWER CALLED ME JUST NOW AND I HAVE AN INTERVIEW SET UP FOR TOMORROW AT 4:00 PM!! Which means, thank goodness for the early dissmissle! I can come home, nap, relax, do homework, etc, eat, and the interview is at 4pm!! Let's hope that this works out for me! eep!!! So, I'm going to get started on homework now, I have plenty of it! and I'll write more tonight!!
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Quickie!

OMGHHKP TODAY IS GOING TO BE SUCH A GOOD DAY! I'm going to leave for school in a few minuts, the weather is looking amazing, I just talked to my ex. I know OMG VANESA NO! Well, yes! It was the best conversation we've had in a while too!!! It's insanee!!! But ugh, I feel so bad for all these other guys, I don't know what to do! I mean, it's not like we're together, so it's not that bad of a thing, and when I don't talk to him, I'm prefectly fine, like those other guys have a chance, a big chance! But when he's around it's just him him him! I only have 4 classes today, I'm exited for 1, 3, and 7 periods, but sooo not exited for 2nd, who knows what that is going to bring! I just have a feeling that today will be an exeptionally good day, and it will go by very fast!! Other than that, nothing new to say, of course, I didn't finish up my homework, but I will try and do that before 3rd period, and then I'll make up some crazy story for it! So, now I head off to school, have a greatt day everyone!! XX

Wie Geht es dir..

Whatttsss uppp. I didn't have as long a day today as I thought I would, just towards the end of it because I had to go to the hospital with my aunt. I've had a headache almost all day, its about 7 pm rightnow. I've been one day without doing my German and I already miss it like crazy :/ I hate school so much, its unbelievable! I want to call rue21 soon and check out what the deal with my application and why no one is calling or anything. I seriously need a job, like no joke. Ugh this pretty much sucks! I'm just so much more overwhelmed now cause my senses are like on the rise form my period and stuff (sorry if its too much tmi) But this happens all the time, I just can't wait to get back into the speed of things by this weekend, I hate being a girl, it's too stressful!! I'm just trying to not like overreact about so much stuff, like I'm one of those girls who LOVES boys. and if things don't go well with them then it's like ugh, I'm a mess. haha But I'm trying really hard to change that :) I wanted to skip school so bad this morning, but tonight I am going to try and go to bed by 8pm. On sunday morning/Saturday night or whatever I got a full night of sleep! It was amazing, but I woke up last night because of my cramps and I was really hot :/ I'm hoping that I don't wake up tonight as well, but I have this bad feeling that I will I swear like so much is wrong with me I don't even know! I just know that I am soo happy that in just 9 more days I am done with school in November, I get a 5 day break! For Thanksgiving, go back to school for 3 weeks in December and get two weeks off! And I'm almost done! Then, I just have to keep my mind focused on work work work, keep calling my aunt and uncle for information on moving! And working, saving money, and getting a ticket for back home! And going with my best friend and having the time of my life! It's so weird knowing that after January, I'm totally and completely done with my nice routine of going to school every day and that being my only worry, it's a little bit stressful as well, and I will soon have to make another appointment with my guidance councler, about getting my diploma before and stuff, and I have to find time on Wednesday to catch up with my internet class. Thank goodness for the early out! And uhm...yeah..I think that's more or less it for today :) I doubt that I will be updating more later tonight becuase I'll just have this one poem to finish, I'll type it tomorrow morning, and head off to school for my almost 2 hour long classes :/ $#!% hehe. Okay, have a good rest of the night my lovlies :)
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Monday Mornings :/

Ugh, back to another week of school :/ I really hope this week passes by as fast as last week did, I am soo much more than ready to just finish school, not even kidding! I'm just set on being over with it haha. i washed my hair this morning, so that adds about 10 more things I have to do..I'll just try and get it done asap :P ugh :/ I really am not in the mood to do anything today! This sucks. okay well, more later today.. byee!
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Laku Noc ;)

Lol My title's are anything but english! I just came home from my best friend's house, gosh I miss her so much! Like, I see her every day at school and stuff, but it is deff not the same!! I get to hang out with her again on Wednesday and on Friday!! Things are getting back to normal what with the holidays coming up and all the breaks coming up which is getting me very exited, because next week is the week of November 14th! I will say this with every new blog post I swear :) It's just a very special date for us! But, now I am going to slowly start getting ready for bed, ughh another week of school :/ fuck it. hehe sorry for my language x33 Sleep tight mein schatziss!!
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Mir gefällt Deutsch nicht! Ich musst mehre lernen! :P

Oh mein Gott! Ive been studying my German for about 4 hours now, and this last lesson took me two hours to do! It had to do with like school and classes and tests and studying and reading and etc.. I dont know why this one was so hard! Nothing much to say. I didnt do anything else today except for that and cleaned up my room and did my nails. I will go and study some more German now and then start on other homework...My dad said that we will visit my friend today, so I will have to ask him because he will wake up soon! Yay!I just remembered that! Im exited now. So, I will go, have a good rest of the afternoon (:
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crampsssssss :(

My gosh I hate the day/the few days before i get my period, the cramps are unbearable, and I feel naseaous and it just plain sucks! This is the only time I hate being a girl. Thank god this only comes once a month, but really God, you couldn't have made it like once a year or something! Or why not let men have it, like really why do women have to go through all the pain?! :( oh Vanesa vanesa, same story every month. hehehe. BUT IT'S SUNDAYYY!!!!!! It's great because my aunt better call today!! Even if she doesn't have much news, she should still call!! I'm exited for that, I have some homework I'll have to do and also I've downloaded a billion songs, so I'll put those on all of our ipods and make cd's! I'll also end up cleaning up a little bit, and my mom and I will have to go grocery shopping because we don't have much food or anything leftt! hehe and then after that is no more shopping for a while! Plus, I'll need lunch money for tomorrow! Ugh, I csn't believe it's already sunday and I have to go back to school again, this sucks! But at least there is an early out this week, so it will go by fast! And OMGHHKP NEXT WEEKEND IS THE WEEKEND OF NOVEMBER 14TH!!! Oh, november 14th :)) That is the date that everything in my life changed forever, and that is the date that lead me to exactly where I am today, because without it...oh god only knows where I would be!! woww... :) That day I will be blogging about like crazy I think ! hehhe Okay, I will go now and clean up my bed and work on those songs, and hope and pray that my aunt calls! If she doesn't well there is nothing to do but wait until next Sunday (which btw is the 14th :)) and if she doesn't call on that day, then we call her!! :) yay! okay, have an amazingg morning !
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shopping, gossip, chocolate, and red bull :)

theres all the stuff I bought :) not much, but oh wells, I didn't get any new shoess :( which upset me, but my mom and i got to talking about like money and how much we have left and stuff, and i was like ughh, we really have to save for later, so ive decided to try not to go shopping anymore for a whiiileee, besides I pretty much have everything I need anyway! So, that's my new years resolution, starting a few months early! hahah
GOSSIP! omghhkp! my eex and I are.... i don't evenn knowwww, we have this thing between us but I have no ideaaa whatt it iss!! and then my mosttt recent ex, the one i just went out with like a few days ago haha for a few days, contacted me on this other fb of mine, and it was like... now im all confusedd and just... ghhharrr :PP i really don't know what to doo!!
While I went shopping, i found this chocolate from back home! Oh my gosh I was sooo happy, you don't even knowww like I almost started cryingg! I got it at target, which always was and still is my favorite store everrr!!
Andd, today my mom and I went to the gas station and we got some red bull, and I got this biiiggggg can of it :D piic is up above, lol okayy that's it for tonightt :) have a great rest of the nightt!!
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