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AHHHHH my boyfriend sucks for giving me this cough :/ Whatever, its not bad, its just really annoying lol Well its friday todayy!! This week honestl kind of dragged on...two more days until winter break! On monday, I really have to give the office this one paper so that I can graduate! lol Umm...lets see, nothing really too ineresting happened in a while, I was at the boyfriends house.....yesterday :) And I was also at my aunts house yesterday....aannddd I was at my boyfriends house today...when I was really at the 'mall' lol and then we actually went to the mall so that I could get my check....aandd then my mom picked me up (: Now I'm at home...and just making sure that i remember to mention that any day now, I will be making a new.......everything!! :) It will be exiting;) hahahah new....blog...new tumblr...probably will start making some new videos for youtube, making a xanga...a new dailybooth and everything! Im exited...it will at least give me something to do everyday, you know? :)
But yeah...that's pretty much it for now..im really tired and im just fighting to stay awake! So, I'll write more later:) Have a nice weekend! XX

2 more days :)

IDK if I should say that it's one more day or two more days? But until what you ask?! well silly, until FRIDAY!!!! And whyy is friday so special, might you ask?! Well, because it's the end of the last full school week of 2010!! Aannddd I get to hang out with my boyfriend after school that day!!!!! I'm so exited!! We'll have OFFICIALLy been together for a week on Saturday! :) How cutee :) lol He's great though :) He just gets my mind off of so many things and it's..aahh :)
But, other than that, not much is goingon.. as usual I am wasting time, because I don't want to get started on homework or cleaning yet.. but I know that I have to..so I'll do this, spend some time on tumblr, and then get started on it, besides I have to survive like two hours until the bf's off of hockey practice, and just waiting for that is really really super hard! lol But that's it for now..it's pretty much why I'm not updating, not a lot is happening so it's just not as fun to blog! But daddy goes to work tonight, and hopefully by the time he leaves, it wont snow a lot so that my mom and i can go to my aunts so that we can ask if my bf can drop me off at her house, and nott the mall, cause if he can drop me off at my aunts house, then i can stay there for a little bit longer :) but if he has to drop me off at the mall, then i can only be at his house for like an hour :/ and I dont want to do that, I waant to be there for longer :D :) we gotta watch movies and stuff..lol but im not gonna make excuses on huurr! duhh :) But yeah, once something more ineresting starts happening again, I'll deff be blogging more..until then though...you'll just have to handle the ever few days posts :) And don't forget that I will be making a new blog for 2011 very soon! I'll start it a little before 2011, like as soon as my winter break starts with school, I'll make a post for that before though, that way ya'll know :))
have a nice rest of the day!!
XX

good night :)

Hey! Making this short and sweet!! Umm let's see...yesterday i didn't blog..but pretty much all i did was work :) it was horrible though because like i had the worstt headache and stuff, so i was iin no way shape or form able to even try my best lol umm on satirday like i said, i was with my bf for a while :) and on satirday night we had finally made it public, facebook and all:) lol needless to say, i don't regret it because this is just very nice, the way that it is now :) i wish i could find a guy my....faith? I guess id lol but i love him for now and that's all that matters :) today we had a 2 hr delay for school so classes were shorter and our schedule was all weird but i got to see the bf all day which was nice :) and then after school he went to tacho bell with like some friends and i went straight home, as usual and it got me a little depressed lol and i guess i might have made him not feel that great either cause i think he was gonna go to the mall with them but he didn't..its no big deal tho :) annd..then my mom and i went to walmart around four pm...cause i wanted subway lol but she needed things so we just went to walmart cause ours has a subway..and we just got there, when this little old lady slipped and like fell on the ice and hit her head..she's okay, but yeah..lol and so we were in walmart for like fifteen minutes and my manager calls asking if there was any way i could come in cause someone just called in sick..so i was like heck yeahh!! And i was the only one there, with another manager and i was on the registe and i got to show off my skiills a but!! Like today at work was just perfect! Andd then lol i got home and did some homework..like half of one assignment and i have a million more things to do! So i have to get to school extra super early yomorrow and do that..but now im in bed and its 16 minutes past midnight, and i can get about seventeen hours asleep if i go right now :) of course this wouldn't be a short post,but it was very..informative and do the point! Lol oh and p.s im suppose to hang out with the bf on friday!!! So let's hope that works out :) lol and also, no pic cause i don't have a new one and this is off my phone...sorry!! Pics coming very soon i promise!! Okay well goodnight now lovlies! Sweet dreams xoxo
mwaaa!!!

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happy saturday!

hi :) Well, I'm done getting ready to go to the bf's house :)
I just have to wait for my dad to wake up so that he can drive me to "work" lol
my mom is worried sick about all of this, its so insane. she really gets on my nerves sometimes. But, as I'm waiting, my cousins from Germany just im'd me on facebook and I'm talking to them now... but I'm sick of waiting and i want to go, so I'm going to wake up daddy now!
have a fun rest of the day!
XX

hey again :)

Wow, third day in a row (: lol consider two more days in a row since it's the weekend and all! A lot has been going on lately :) I mean, I havent worked for a while, but I get to work on Sunday now..umm.. Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with my kind of, sort of boyfriend :) Yeah..woahh whhaatt?! Lol, it's a long story that i don't really want to tell :) My ex has been getting more and more interested lately though! Oh well!
I am almost done with my online class, I have one more extra credit thing to do, as well as one final test and then I am done!! woohoo! and, hopefully I will be done with that before winter break starts which is jus in a week and two days! And, over break, I am hoping that I'll be able to head over to waterloo atleast twice, once to see my friend who is coming to visit, and the other time to go for new years, anotherr concertt!! hehe I'm really sleepy now, and I was going to do more homework, I think if I really tried, I could stay up later, but Im just going to go to bed and then do the rest of it tomorrow, hopefully! hehe Ill wake up at least by 9 or so and then by the time I shower and everyhing it'll be noon or so and then I'll have about 2 hours to do my homework before I have to leave for my aunts which is where the bf will pick me up and we head to his house :) mhhmm yup yup, I know hehe anyway, I hopee ya'll had a good friday :) I'm ready for a night of rest, finally!! goodnight lovlies (: btw, don't forget that I will be starting a new blog very soon, probably in about a week or so! And, I'll make sure to post that link right here when I do that, and I will also be making a new tumblr, and a xanga as well..a new youtube possibly too!! I am getting quite exited for this, because with the new year and all I will have a lot more time on my hands!! And it exites me quite a bit hehe but anyway, goodnight for now, and there will be more tomorrow morning!
XX

and the homesickness returns!

hey guys... and gals hehe
I just felt I should blog, since I'm not really doing anything more productive, even though I should be, and I will regret it later, but oh well!
But, what I was doing was looking at pictures from this summer at home... my oh my i just got so homesick, it's insanE!! It was so...different! I was so happy, and I had gained some more weight then, and i had the guy of my dreams, and... the friends of my dreams and the life of my dreams! even though it may have been for only a few weeks, it will be unforgetable, and even if I do somehow end up relaxing about it once in a while, and living my life here, I will always, always want to go back, no matter what. Because nothing, and I mean nothing can compare to life over there, as soon as I possibly can, I will go back.
But, I'm kinda busy trying to get some things done, read some quotes, and then I think I might make a xanga! WOAHH! another new site for the new year hehe
but more tomorrow lovelies ;)
mwaahh!!

a little bit of random

hey, i know, long time no blog.. i just haven't been feeling it lately :P just a few more weeks and I'll get started back up on it (:
So I've been thinking that once 2011 begins, I want to make a brand new blog (: Just you know...a new blog for a new year (:
And I was also thinking of making a new tumblr as well! And then just kind of having it like that..it'd be cool and then I could kind of have like a time capsual every year! It'd be great! So I'm exited for that.
It's Thursday! Thank goodness :P The week has been going by kinda normal..not fast, sadly but not slow either lol
One more week and 2 more days after this week then it's winter break! I'm super exited for this, like youu don't even knoowww!!
I work at some point this weekendddd. Which I am pretty exited for just as well! I missed working, and I don't even get my lovely check tomorrow because I didn't work at all :P it sucks!
School is going okay, I'm trying to get my grades up, and i think its going good, except for the fact that none of my teachers are updating grades :P grrr
Oh, first snowfall hit last week lol Friday and saturday it snowed. And now everything is all white and sparkley and pretty. But it's not melting! And, I guess it's supposed to start snowing again today...idk like I can't complain about it, but I'd rather go for the warm weather.
I've decided I want to stay here and live here....not in the city I am, but yeah... IK..make up your mind Vanesa :P
I really don't want a boyfriend right now, actually, I don't want boys in my life for a long long time. So how is it that when I send the vibe out that I really don't want one, all I get is more and more boys talking to me and wanting to date me and asking me if I'm single. And then when I do want a boyfriend they all just magically dissappear. I'm just so sick of them, I can happily go a few years in my life without them.
I want to do something new to my hair but I have absolutly no clue as to what that is. I want to color it or cut it or do something with it...I just want a slight change, but I don't know what..grr!
But, it's almost 6:30 so I'm going to get ready for a full school day...I'm so tired and so ready for the weekend. plus, im in a mood cause i'm all pmsing :P grr fml for this week lol
have a nice day..

off theeee celll.

Different change of view these days :) I've found some things out the past..few days or weeks or however long it has been :) let's see if I can get it all into this post...
Not all guys are the same :)) I feel like there are many different types..or catagories I guess you could say! For instance....the" I just want to sleep with you and nothing else." Types like some guys back home :) and then there's the "I really don't want to do anything wiith you but be with you forever" types like this really sweet guy that hasn't given up trying to date me yet :) and then. The "I think your hot and amazing but I wanna fuck you before I date you" type which is the guy I've been talking with for the past week but he's so.. aghh! Andd last but not least..the" I wanna date you and get to know you first because I think your really special and amazing...doing anything with you would just be an extra benefit" :) type which is my ex and the guy im kinda sorta seeing now :) lol so no...not all guys are the same :) it just seems that way sometimes hehe
Another thing that I have figured out is that I really love where I live...not this specific city..but I do love america :)) like im living in a country where people all over the world are dreaming to live in, and yet im here complaining about it! And still I really wouldn't mind living here for the rest of my life :) just a different city with more bosnians so my child can have a better life lol :)
And then...ii really really need to get my priorities in order,,,I need to keep my living space clean as well as the house I live in..because my mom is getting pretty old and so is my dad and im 17 almost 18 years old and I just expect them to take care of everything just because they pay for the house...it really isn't very nice of me!! So im going to try really hard, harder than ever before to start straightening up more...besides why do I complain that im almost an adult and can take care of myself and fend for myself when I don't prove it to them in our own home..its really stupid of me and im going to try to fix that I really am, and not just for a few weeks, but more than that. The only thing keeping me away is fb and I just need to realize that I really wont miss anything if im away from it for a few hours each day... :) so I hope that I really work these things out and soon its my right now resolution leading into new years because, I just want to start it asap :))
But now I will go to bed and write more later because im very sleepy now!..goodnight lovlies...
Oh and p.s the fight with my dad has turned into a two against one fight between mommy and daddy against me...im trying to fix it with this..well see :p
okayy hehe now goodnight :)
XOXO

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grr!!!

I hate my life :(
This place I live suckkss!!!
Like, I'm not even worried about moving to europe anymore, I kinda just ant to live my life here but there is so much like... wronngggg in the citty that I live in! I'm so happy that I only have like a few more weeks of school left here, for witer break I am definitly going to visit my cousin because just being here is not worth it.. Like...this isn't the life I want. I'm NOT happy with staying at home every day, and I'm NOT happy with...just going to school and work as my escapes from home. Im not happy I don't have more bosnian friends here. And I just want to live in a place where the boys are like...this one boy and I want to live in a place where I can get drunk and party and just do whatever the hell I want. Living here, I can't do that. My parents are the most overprotective control freaks I have ever met, and no matter what I do, I just can't change that! If only I could visit waterloo every weekend, that wouldn't bother me so much! But I can't even drive out of my own drive way !!! They wont let me do anything. And no, this really honestly isn't some teenager acting out, this is the hard honest truth. And I'm so sick of it, I'm just ready to run away. Like, my mom so wouldn't be like this if it wasnt for my father. IDK I dont even feel like blogging anymore I just want to live my life. I'm 17 for gods sake, Im not saying im so smart and im not saying im invincible and im not saying I wont get in trouble.. but just let me live :(

Shopping part 1 :) LIKE A G6!!

heyyyyy :) Im kinda in a mood today cause i totally feel like I'm losing my best friend, and she's not doing anything to like...stop that. But I don't want to get into some bigfight over it :P
anywho, I don'twant to talk about that rightnow, I just want to goto bed!
So here are some pictures ofsome of the things I got today :)
Andthen there is more that I havee, which I will post tomorrow because I didnt take pictures of everything! :)
So, enjoyy!!